MS Nasuha suggested us to update our blog everyday, so, this is what I am doing..WRITING yeayy! okay, so....(apa aku nak cakap ni sebenarnye?) =.="
Life is busier than ever. Pre cal test, radio drama, presentation CTIS and many more lar. bila nak buat pun tak tau lah. and with SPM results will be announced another few days ; I starting to have butterflies in my tummy every second of my life. Cuak gila! but, I believed in Allah. like my friend said, " SPM ni menguji pergantungan kita kepada Allah". Whatever the results are mesti there is the reason behind it. So, just open your mind open your heart and face it jela. *cakap senang lah kan*
Inshaallah, keep on praying. *comforting diri je ayat kan* haha. I am deeply sorry if you guys find my writing style is very complex and complicated to understand. aku memang macam ni, tulis ikut apa yang terlintas je. I don't brainstorm before I write.
Whatever it is, I am afraid of the real world sebenarnya. Right now, memang I can feel the ura-ura of you are now in the another phase of life; the challenging one, if you are not strong mentally and physically..YOU ARE DEAD MEAT. err..something like that. no one controlling you dah dekat college life ni. I know this is silly but I sincerely miss the not-so-freedom and limited life I once had iaitu time sekolah asrama. I love it when there was always someone to remind me that I have to stay on the right track. Now, I have to do it by myself. susah kot. But what I did is ask for Allah's bless and protection. I have to be religious because somehow it is my shield from this cruel and unfair world. And alhamdulillah, what fascinated me the most is I found true love too. Love that is eternity. Love towards my Creator and prophet Muhammad. I feel calmer and happier although I don't have a boyfriend to stand by me *whatsoever rubbish*. but I am truly fine because I have Allah The Greatest :) He grants everything I want tauu. and never let me down. He is everything to me <3
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