Dear friends

Dear friends,

Yes im so annoying,

I realized that,

But please stay, cuz im recovering,

It is not what i want,

But sometimes i lose control,

Unable to stop,

if you know what ive gone through,

Maybe you'll understand,

Why i am still stuck,

In the battlefield against depression.

It is not easy,

But im ready to fight,

If only you'll stay by my side,

Cuz i need your support,

Cuz i need reasons to smile,

And most of the time you are the reason i smile. 

Friends,

There are times i really hope to die,

Cuz i am lost in these hopeless thoughts,

Please dont let me drown,

Pull me out and save me from me,

So that i will survive,

And like the normal days,

We can always laugh and live our lives.

Friends,

Remember the times you were so happy?

Or the hard times that really messed you up?

I was there for you, with you,

In every situation regardless your condition,

And most of the times i cried when you were sad,

And smiled when you were delighted,

And now that i am in dismay,

Would you stay by my side?

Are you tired of me already?

Cuz im tired of fighting alone........